I should be studying for my German oral. But no. I can't be bummed. Instead, I'm writing this blog. I wonder what you're doing right now. I hope you're not working too hard. :] I remember when I used to have a silly crush on a 19 year old when I was 14. I met him at a concert. He lifted me up in the air. It was nice to felt appreciated. He was such a lovely boy. I keep in contact with him. :] Hes still nice. He lives only an hour away from me too. One day, I'll meet up with him. I also started talking to another boy who was in love with my best friend. It was nice. Hes a lovely guy. I can be weird around him and he does not care. I want this weekend to come to an end. I am going to learn this oral thingy, and then watch desperate housewives. Then go to bed. I want to talk to the people I miss. Skype isn't the same as it used to be. Hm. Oh btw, the swine flu has entered Ireland. If I die, then oh shit. Lawl. As if its going to kill loads of people right? x_x

new hair. i like it.
today has been good. x
please continue to be good. x

summer in less then 4 weeks? 0mg.

I want you so bad.
Distance is a bitch.
You change everyday.
I don't like it.

Please stop acting the way you are now.
I don't like you this way. :(
Do it for yourself not for me.

I want you to be here now.
Just now.
I want to give you a hug so bad.

I love you. I love you.
I miss you. I miss you.
SUMMER SUMMER.

You're amazing.
I never knew I'd get so close to you.
Hi. I love you.

I hate when you don't make conversation.
You're going through a horrible time now.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

You've changed.
I don't like you.
ATTENTION WHORE.


Thats just about a few people.
Hmmm.

So Amy made me think of something. When it comes to boys, my friend either starts going with the boy I like, the boy doesn't like me, I'm too scared to talk to the boy, theres no nice boys in the town where I live, or the boy isn't even in the country.

I'm turning lesbian now thanks.





Nah, not really but seriously. Boys are just so stupid at times. :l

If I ever meet the boy I love.. sing me this.

Let me be your hero..

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh oh please tell me these
Now would you die for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms tonight?

I can be you hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Would you lie would you run away
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care you're here tonight

I just want to hold you,
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well I don't care you're here tonight

You can take my breath my breath away
I can be your hero.

>.<

I'm jealous of some of ye. No questions. I just am. I hope today will be good. I need a good day. I guess it'll consist of doing my shit load of homework. My friends have been recently been picking on me for little things that shouldn't get to me, but they do. I wish I had more control. I woke up at 8:30 this morning. I might return to bed. I don't know.

I wish I just could be my URL friends. :( I've been moaning a lot recently too. I don't like it.

I don't know what to think right now.
Its a bit weird.
EEEEE TWO MORE DAYZ TIL DISNEY ON ICE WIF ORLA!1!11 :]

<3
i love orla.. walsh. :P

I know these blogs are going to get annoying. Tough crap though. ^_^. I couldn't stop thinking about you today. It was hard not to. I had a horrible horrible day. First of all, I forgot my note that my dad wrote for p.e. because of my back. u.u' Then Ag. Science was boring. I texted people for most of it. Then came maths, which wasn't too bad. English. Urgh. English went so slow. Then German came. We had a new seating arrangement. I'm sitting next to someone who I barely talk to. Its going to be horribly awkward. Then we went to the computer room to do our slideshow. The laptop I had was broken. :/ The laptop that I got then wasn't working either. Then Louise had to give me her laptop. Then Maura (the fucking bitch I hate) made me change wires 'cause hers was broken. Which then made my laptop broken. So I was trying to make it work for ages as I wanted to go on to twitter so bad, but failed on doing so. Then the bell went where I was just raging. Then came p.e., the time I was dreading. 2 people out of 12 did have their gear. She was furious. I wrote a fake note, because I knew well I was going to get in to trouble. My back was going in to pain if I did any sport activity. She made us do three laps of the walk we have in our school. Horrible. Again, I was texting Orla for most of it. Then she made us do basketball things.. it was dreadful. Then soccer.. i was wearing slip on shoes. So it made it worse as I knew they'd fall off. Thank god they didn't. But, it was a horrible 15 minutes. Then came irish, which was okay. Boring but fun. Everything just went bad for me. I just had a lovely nap, but I have loads of home ec coursework to do. Great. I don't know. I really wanted to speak to a certain person. But failed. Tomorrow I hope. x

I need to speak my mind and the only way to do this is by doing a blog. Something came across my mind today. It has changed my view completely. I hate distance. I hate the sea. I wish that everyone just lived in a ground of land and thats all there was to it. But, no. Location is a problem. I have so many mixed feelings. Some good and some bad. Today, all in all was a good day.. so far. I'm a happy irish girl. :] Certain people know how to make me smile. Its amazing how people who are 546565464564565 miles from you can do the littlest things and can make you have the biggest grin in your face. I want Summer to be here. I did something that I might regret, but. I'll just have to wait and see. Orla, just sent me a text there. It made me sad. Uh. I wish we all had the same timezones aswell. Jeez, I'm going on an awful rant here. I apoligize. I just need to get it all out. I want to give a certain person huge hug right now. They deserve it. I want to be rich and that I can travel wherever in the world whenever I wanted to. I guess, I better keep trying to win the lotto. u.u'

So, I'm going back to school tomorrow. Wow. I don't have my maths done. I'll be killed if I don't do them correctly. Did I mention that I can't do them? I just want Summer to be here. The next few weeks will consist of study study study, which means not much internet for Laura. But, it'll pay off though. I need to just concentrate. It'll be hard to do, but I'm just going to imagine everyone will be studying too so no one will be online. :( I'm fed up to be honest. I hurt my back for a second time. I believe it was all karma. I believe in it and the pain is just horrible. I just want to go to bed and collapse and sleep forever and ever. :( Eeek, hug please?

Sigh.

Hahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaah.

Oh i love being bitchy.
Its like.. amazing.

XD

On a serious note.
Orla Walsh makes me a happy girl. I love her to pieces. She has my babies. I got her wet today. >:] She gave me a sore head today. It was kinky. :D Haha only if ye two were there with us, it would have been the best day ever in my opinon. But if only.. :[

School Monday. u_u

How dare you.
Fuckin' pervert.
Ha..
Thats the last time I'm going to be nice to you for a long time.
It'll take a long time for you to make up for this.
You disgust me.

Wait, wheres the apology?

..

beda is failing.

sorry.
no beda anymore. x

Dear bed,
I love you.

Love Laura. x

zzz

and that concludes our blog for today.

Calender.

4th April: Went out with my aunt for chinese.
5th April: Went to my cousins.
6th April: Did nothing.
7th April: Work Experience <_<
8th April: Work Experience >_<
9th April: Work Experience >_>
10th April: Chinese with my girlies + staying with Jeanie. :D
11th April: I might meet up with Orla?!!?
12th April: Dublin boys coming down + staying at mine!
13th April: Staying at Orlas!
14th April: Sean goes. :(
15th April: ?
16th April: ?
17th April: ?
18th April: ?
19th April: ?
20th April: School. :/

i love josh and orla.

i'm a few hours late.

shit.
kevin, vivien and tenani are boring.

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BEDA 3

I'm watching Desperate Housewives right now. :] I'm in my element. School wasn't bad today, even though I did dreadful in my tests. ._.


EEEE
14 DAYS WITHOUT SCHOOOOOOOOL <3

I hate school.

I'm so lazy. i want to sleep so bad.
but this shitty work must get done.



:(

BEDA 1:

The meal was like uh kinda okay. It felt so awkward though. Have a toast to Margaret. There was me on the sofa like 2 metres away. Uh. Do I move over? Do I go over too. I might sure, but I won't. All these things in my head. I ended up not going over for the toast. I felt like someone punched me in the face at that point. It was good for some reasons. Most of the time, I was hiding in my bedroom talking on skype. :') I then actually fell asleep. After I saying I'd pretend to nap(so it didn't look I did it on purpose..) I did actually fall asleep. I just woke up now. Eyes all black. I want something to eat. But, my stomach won't handle it. I kinda had a good day at school and kinda bad day. Mixed. I swear when Friday comes, I'll be ecstatic. I'm dreading work experience though, I shouldn't be. But, I'll most likely ask Darragh a million and one questions before he leaves for Poland. I cleaned all the house today, uh the toilet didn't impress me that's all I can say. Dad cooked a lovely meal I have to admit. I hope the visitors didn't think I was rude. I really hope they didn't. Bed is calling for me.

-[/end] - Day 1